MH - I wonder if I never truly hated you whatever I don't now quite the opposite I've always admired you anyway when I was able to disassociate the shittness from your objective worth yes you weren't a great father but a fabulous friend I guess and I can legitimise your inadequate fathering with even a casual glance to your own upbringing but don't let any of this bring you down you're great and I'll always love you I'm just doing this because it's time I'm not gonna lie and say I've experienced everything I want to you know I'm a junky for life but right now I need a hiatus and the only means by which to satisfy the threads of this particular desire is to call it quits so thank you be good to her and don't cry every time you hear my music until next time